It hurts with every heartbeat
It's killing me inside
I'm trying to forgive you
I'm trying to forget all the things you’ve done to me
I cannot see inside me
I don’t know who I am
I was a small child
Full of admiration
Full of love for you
Full of illusion for what I believed that was okay
Take my hand
I'm still with you
'Cause when I'm gone it will be too late for giving me your love
Look at me now
I feel alone, I'm so alone
If this has been your plan you have fucking done it
I feel hollow and empty inside
I feel so alone
It doesn't feel like home
I'm so sick of how you make me feel
I'm just no one, no one for your eyes
I feel so lost
Have you ever wanted anything?
I can't understand you
Maybe this is more than you asked for
Was it something I did?
Did I do something wrong?
I can't sleep anymore
I'm still a little boy, but this time full of hatred and sorrow
I don't expect words of love, 'cause I'm not ready to feel love right now
I don't expect words of love
Because I am your failed son
Take my hand
I'm still with you
'Cause when I'm gone it will be too late for giving me your love
Look me in the eyes
I feel alone, I'm so alone
All this time I've been waiting for a little sign of you
Show me how you feel
You love me too, I know you do
Why do you make me feel this way?
Why do you always do this to me?
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